Thursday, July 23, 2009
yeah. been doing dnt since like 11 just now.. did quite alot.. including exploded drawing.. ( no, the drawing didnt explode... ) lol. tmr is the last day of work.. before submission on friday... so i left development of shapes and technology and part of UCA and the words for ideation ._. shud be able to complete on time.
anw nothing much today.. now chinese olvels are over.. left 6 subjs.. or 5. seeing as i i wanna drop amaths but somehow mdm halilah doesnt get the hint ( or mayb shes just not letting me ) and my dad doesnt want me to drop it. i mean, why bother studying something u have no interest in? ah well.
3 and a half hour of maths tmr. sounds fun eh. mayb i'll jus skip mdm halilah's small group coaching. which is supposed to end at six. i dont care if she call my parents uh. i just dont wanna take her subject.
hmm. then today was also racial harmony day.. did some paintings..
zzzz. hmm. cant wait for amaths tmr. HOPEFULLY i can drop.
shall just end off with pics then.
my painting! my art sucks. lol.
we played scrabble before the mother tongue olvl. pro or not. haha
kk time to sleep.
hahah sry sapri xD
nights then.
~you finally find, you and i, collide~
Sunday, July 19, 2009
once again, my guitar obsession is back xD can play for a few hours a day. lol. another thing is, going out on friday to meet with my "future band"! hahah. thanks to jasper for the random convo ._. i think it'll be fun. lol.
yeah in good moods nowadays. cos turns out the dnt deadline has been postponed to this coming friday.. so yeah. taking a complete break from dnt for now. gotta complete artifact by tues or wednesday. suddenly i got a scary feeling that i wont be able to complete my dnt ._. ah well. i dont mind taking only 5 subjects xD its all i need.
ah well. staying up this late often has been giving me eyebags. but i dont wanna sleep! sleeping seems so boring. hahah. but nvm shall go to sleep soon uh.
fireworks are so nice! saw them from my house just now... k i srsly dunno what to blog about already ._. suddenly the days in between now and friday seem so boring -,-zzz
k lah. shall go off. byebye
~and i feel wonderful, because i see the love light in your eyes~
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
that thing's made out of plastercine (sp?) lol. currently obsessed with the song on my blog. cant stop listening to it. been hearing it again and again and again xD.
and what am i doing here? i have four prelim papers to do for amaths, but i dont care about amaths anymore. i just wanna drop amaths. if mdm halilah dont let me, i just stop doing work uh. i would be so so so relieved and less worried for olevels without amaths. its something i dont need. goodbye, amaths.
dnt? i have two days left for fabrication. a sense of anxiety engulfs my heart, but i am confident i can complete it by friday. if really no choice, theres still monday.. and also have to chiong folio on weekend. planning not to sleep on saturday and maybe also sunday just to finish it up. i mean, if i wanna drop amaths, i need to have dnt to compensate for it. tho im actually using only 5 subjs as im going to poly..
and i cant wait to get into poly, out of tk. tk is such a sucky place. hahahah said this countless of times already. so shant say much anymore.
k lah. shall go off to sleep soon. byes.
alamak. dont always fall asleep leh xD
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
yoz ppl. im sick.
was sick since ytd. ytd still went school. didnt go this morning cos was feeling real bad when i woke up at about 5am ( o.0???)
but was much better after going back to sleep and waking up at about noon.. lol.
so went for geog test and dnt..6 5 days left for dnt.. can i make it? can luh. if it means not sleeping for three days straight. sounds like a good idea for me to finish up everything including p board. scaryyy.
just took my meds. hope i dont fall asleep on my com. haha.
kenneth and erina went home ytd cos of high temp o.o lol. kenneth quarantined one week. oh dear. get well soon ppl!
k lah. to end off this post, here are some funny stuffs..
lol. and a quote from joyce's blog
LOL. SS taught me that Iraq-Kuwait war, Sinhalese-Tamil conflict,
& singapore's case study were all caused by BRITAIN.
Quite true huh? They seemed to be the cause of all negative things -.-
Oh ya. Thanks to them, we have to go through this hell called O Levels.
:D
and lastly, some final quotes
Despite the high cost of living, it remains very popular.
Born free... taxed to death.
The more people I meet, the more I like my dog.
Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.
A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory.
There's too much blood in my alcohol system.
I used to have a handle on life, but it broke.
Don't take life too seriously, you won't get out alive.
I need someone really bad... are you really bad?
I don't care, I don't have to.
Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder.
I'm not a complete idiot, some parts are missing.
Out of my mind. Back in five minutes.
I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather ... Not screaming and yelling like the passengers in his car.
God must love stupid people, he made so many.
I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen.
The gene pool could use a little chlorine.
When there's a will, I want to be in it!
Don't drink and drive, you might hit a bump and spill your drink.
Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.
Be nice to your kids. They'll choose your nursing home.
3 kinds of people: those who can count & those who can't. i let go, wont let go,
cos there's just no one, no one like you
Friday, July 10, 2009
heh. kenneth and yisong and the whole of the normal chinese population all chionging last minute practice. including me ah xD
overall i think it went ok la. passage wasnt too hard and topic for convo was quite easy... was damn nervous for it at first. but after that everyone left the hall feeling happy uh. happy that it was over and done with. now left our listening compre and then its our mother tongue olvl results in august.
found this in my geog txtbook -,- wonder who. must be someone i lent the book to. hmmmm. i have a few suspects xP
haiz. deprived ppl.
k lah. i dunno what to update about also. kinda sleepy so shall sleep soon.
byebye
You're everything I know that makes me believe i'm not alone
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
damn tiring luh. leading a schooling life isnt something i want nor need. like ive said many times before, id happily quit school and find a job out there. and no, i dont mind if the salary is low, and yes, i can find a job. i know a few places.
anw, woke up at 4 plus.. was supposed to wake at 230 and do dnt and stuff... zzz sian lor. havent done geog nor amaths neither. dropping amaths is already a great consideration. well, i shant waste too much time on com then. i have a new "resolution". if i can complete my dnt, i will drop amaths. but i only have 12 days to do dnt. and i dont have time. hm. guess i'll have to lose one more day, making it 11 days left. i'll have to quickly do re-ideation today.
and searching the words "quit school" on google, i find many articles on it, saying how people either drop school to find a job or to go do their "profession". well, im in neither of those two categories. lol. but still, these articles make it sound like a bad thing. is it, now?
well, for fun's sake, here are two excerpts.
1. You can learn on your own. You did not have to go to school to learn how to talk and walk so why do you need it to learn anything else?
2. The only reason they want you in school is because with each kid that drops out they lose money. I say well tough shit, they can go find another job.
3. It destroys your creativity by making everything structured.
4. Destroys your sense of self
5. It's a lot of unnecessary stress(If you are becoming overly anxious, depressed, self abusive and abusive towards others, suicidal or experience homicidal thoughts because of school. YOU NEED TO LEAVE! And get some help.)
If I could live my life all over again, I would quit school at age 16 and get a real education at home through research and working at jobs that build my self-esteem and self-confidence.
k lah. shall end here and get a little little bit of sleep before going school.. i have a great lack of sleep these days. zzzzzzzzzz.
11 days. will i make it?
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
just woke up not too long ago.
yeah. slept at about 10 plus? was too sleepy and mind was kinda not working. lol. so just woke up.. eating and slacking awhile a bit before doing any work..
<--40 minutes later-->
ok ive been slacking too much xD
time to do work! byebye
just thinking about it makes me so pissed and fucking annoyed sometimes. i really gotta hand it to the both of you. you're the only ones who can irritate me THAT much. maybe you dont understand that tho i may not have "grown", im alr different from who i was last time. i dont really care if you like it or not, but this is MY life and I choose what i want and how it's going to be. please, for our/my/your/anyone/everyone's sake, leave me the hell alone.
Cause you caught me off guard,
Monday, July 06, 2009
finally completed with quite a bit of folio.
still havent come up with anything about the idea but, its a start =)
ah well. now to get some sleep then.
hope i dont oversleep tmr xD
Sunday, July 05, 2009
dnt. wad a bother.
to do or not to do?
i dont know leh. i keep delaying and procrastinating.
should i do?
pffft. =\
im tired. i wanna sleep.
but then tmr also going out. so no time.
WHAT TO DO?!?!??!
yeah. i shall go sleep
then wake me when september ends. in time to go study for olevels ._.
k lame.
i dunno what to do!
PFFFT
Saturday, July 04, 2009
lol. random line from 21guns.
ah well. have not been updating as everytime i come home i would be feeling rather tired. zzzz. saddest thing was that i went to see ms wendy tan for dnt, showed her my product, and apparently it was a complete failure. not enough workmanship and stuff. so, sat down there, squeezing my brain juice out trying to think of a "selling point" of my product.
thats the worst part. its like, ms tan was also thinking la ( unless shes purposely not helping -,- ). so, if ms tan cant think of anything, how can u expect me, a much less experienced and less smarter person to come up with something? haiz. im supposed to come up with something by tues.
and thats not all. even if i DO come up with something do-able, i have only about 2 or 3 weeks to complete fabrication, and do up the remaining parts of the folio ( that can only be done after product is formed ) AND presentation boards. sounds fun eh. i should probably start thinking of dropping
and when i think of dropping, my "inner self" gives me a random sense of determination, telling me that i can do it if i give it effort. but like the line, "When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul" my "brain" tells me its not possible to complete everything and i should just go and focus on improving my amaths. i just dont know.
ah well. lucky nothing else thats bad happened. suddenly thinking of geog makes me happy. cos i did PART of the hmwk and mindmap. left coasts to study.. :) haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. what to do for dnt? amath's not that hopeful as well.
k lah. guess i'll end here. and go to sleep not-so-soon. hahaha.
oh yea
PEOPLE! GO PLAY INSANIQUARIUM ON POPCAP.COM!!! ITS DAMN FUN! IM ADDICTED XD
but i shall play guitar now. byebye
p.s cheer up pinoy!
~and when i close my eyes, its you i see~
Friday, July 03, 2009
Like these strings I play, our lives have much been intertwined that way
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
RIP, old man. your songs rock.
my dad used to show me moonwalks when i was young and i kept asking him how to do it. but he always refused xP
song goes out to............................................... dunno. heh.
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