Sunday, March 29, 2009
hahahah not mine uh. it belongs to diana's bro. dunno his name. he damn pro can. so today, i went to this fat person's ( see below ) house xD
haha yeah. then played electric guitar!!! =P i noe this sounds very no life but yealuh its wad i did today. but i had fun uhplayed and sang loads of songs uh. basically almost EVERYTHING i knew. hahahabest songs today were Ocean's avenue, thunder, hero/heroine, Only One, Wake Me Up When September Ends and forgot wad else alr la. diana so excited to learn When You Say Nothing At All. hahahaha but long way to go lah xDDD. anw taught diana how to play Always Be My Baby. not bad. shes a fast learneroh and we played slimezone today. then she get so easily excited over it. but that reminds me that shes a girl after all xDi still owe her Light Up The Sky. lol. next time uh.kk shall end with 3 more pics.
view from her house. not bad uh.k lah thats all for today.i enjoyed myself. school tmr -.- nooooooooooooooooooooooo. sianned.i dun wanna go school. hahaha.im in a sleepy mood now.but i wont sleep yet.so byebye
~Sleeping all day staying up all night~
Saturday, March 28, 2009
lol. i was outside can. at marina the place outside macs was damn dark. here are some really random pics..
sry if some are quite dark. i nvr bother editing
hahaha thats all for today then.Give me a whisper and give me a sigh
heyho
i just woke up not long ago xDDD
but yeah.. i wanna blog using two verses of the song on my blog now.. Miles Apart
If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find
Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard (life was not this hard)
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away
yup. so go figure wad it means
but well,
im moving on
i jus hope it wont affect me anymore..
well, life goes on. and so does school -.- hahaha. sian. i was like thinking, june is already our first paper. like damn. thats not that far. but not that near also xD
k lah. dunno wad else to blog abt alr la.
so its byebye
Looking back,
it all just seems so far,
so far away
Friday, March 27, 2009
Never thought that this song would mean so much to me...
I wanna love, I wanna leave
I want you to love me
I want you to leave me
I wanna stand where I can see
I'm watching you love me
I'm watching you leavin' me now
I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me and
Say what you really feel
You know I need something that's real
I wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me
I wanna know if I could be
Someone to turn to
That could never hurt you
But I know what you think of me
Yea, you had a break-through
And now I'm just bad news for you
I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me and
Say what you really feel
You know I need something that's real
I wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me
I should've told you everything
I never gave you anything
I should've told you everything
If I could give you anything
You know I'd tell you everything
I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me and
Say what you really feel
You know I need something that's real
I wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me
I should've told you everything (3x)
sorta fits me now...
haiz. moms being annoying again -.-
really dunno wad to do now la.
she so darn frigging noisy can.
ah well.. lifes been normal.
nth too exciting
just wish there was something inside me
to keep you beside me
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
dunno what to blog about really
lifes been more or less the same
still smooth sailing for me.....
but once in a while.. something crops up.. it isnt bad or good lah
or mayb its good. keeps my life entertaining like this. hehehe.
been sleeping late lately (-.-)
but yea.
nth much then.
or rather too much sensitive stuff. hahaha
sebastian is one smartass xD. or mayb not. hahhaha
k lah shall sleep now.
"over again"
sounds familiar.
-.-??? aiyah i dunno la.
i doubt it..
Say what you really feel
Cos you know i need something that's real.
Monday, March 23, 2009
this is for yisong. who had to tolerate my lameness the whole day. xDhahaha. yeah. i had the before and after school syndrome today. was especially lame today during morning assembly and after physics practical. xD. dunno. but for some reason i was actually in quite a good mood today xP.so yeahh. first was haircheck. my hair is like a kuku now so the teachers decided to spare me. xD. then followed by ss where nothing much happened. then was chem then recess then emaths then amaths. oh and i actually understood the lecture. like WOW. haha. then english.. which was no comments. xD. hahaha. then ran around the class for dunno how many rounds cos i didnt complete chem hmwk xD. chem test and physics practical was quite ok. xP.come to think of it, im actually happier in school.. haha. why?dunno la. maybe its when bcos im alone at home i tend to think alot.. hahaha.but its okay. cos ther's always Layla to keep me company xDDDk lah shall update another time.
but b4 i end,
seems like the motivation for me to ork hard in school... is school itself.
"i love guitar. i can sing out my emotions whenever im unhappy"
and something's still missing.
no, its not that.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
yo.
went to east coast park with faizah today.
and shes a noob at skating. not saying that im very pro lah. but she has to rely on ppl like me to be able to move xP lousy la xD. skated for a whole two hours.. my ankles hurt for some reason and also, i still think east coast is a very difficult place to skate. Especially today. Cos its a sunday and it was especially crowded. sommore with faizah slowing me down =.= haha. lousy la xD
oh and b4 that also, i went to parkway library to do my amaths hmwk. and ive come to a counclusion. amaths isnt that difficult after all. its just that i lack practise and my attitude towards it is wrong. but not that i really bothered to change it also. ZZZZ. maybe i shud just set my mind on working hard.. ah forget it. NVR =P
suddenly feel so tired. haha.
i seriously need motivation for olevels.
its like thers no attracting factor for me to study for it lah.
how? its still a long way ahead
but im scared of letting my parents down.. and the nagging part v noisy xD jkjk. but yeah..
=\
my laziness gets the best of me and i always dun work and dun study cos of that..
i noe its important. i noe i cant do without a damn olevel cert. but yet..
i just cant be bothered to put in effort for olevels..............................
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............... anyone willing to be a strong source of encouragement for me?
=\
take my body set my heart free
say you'll get me through the ending
yeah. guess wad
im actually leaving my house soon to go to the library to do my homework.
like OMG can. hahahahahaha
so called "good influence" from ppl around me..
will it last in the long run? lol.
i highly doubt so..
but i'll try.. when i feel like it xP
kk byebye.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
a song that meant alot to me during a time when i...
didnt care about anything else.
except for one person.
AT THAT TIME.
she was really very helpless..
and all i could do was just watch and wish i could do something.
AT THAT TIME.
but yeahs. ive moved on now.
ive grown and learned from it.
glad i got over it.
so heres Save You
by simple plan
Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
Ooh Ooh
I wish that I could tell you something
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you
Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
anw, went to play guitar with faizah today.. hahaha. lazy to blog la.
played quite alot of songs today..
then learned When u say nothing at all during lessons..
dunno wad else to blog abt.. haha.
k la. byebye.
Take a breath I pull myself together
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
yea. went ecp to skate today. im v lazy to post now, btw..
so heres A pic of my leg and skates xD
hhaha. it was size 7.5 but it was damn tight.
and usually i wear 6 for choices o.o
weird.
oh and this is a better pic of the band..
apparently they're called The Lion Story.
their webbie is on my links.. do check em out.
Esp songs like Missing You ( sounds familiar ) and Candle.
looks fun sehhhh.
kk shall update another time
byebye
taken at the beach
my desire for night beach walks hasnt died. ah well.
for some reason i get the feeling that this post may be quite long.
for some reason its a very long night that im going thru now.. prob bcos of some happenings ( dunno if u can call it happenings ) im like, thinking and reflecting and imagining and thinking... about what? about the not so distant past, about the present and about the not so distant future and the far future.. hahaha im like talking crap here...
im still thinking of stuffs to do during the hols..
the skating outing with 4j ppl is cancelled.. dunno why also. lol. but im still going skating.. with my mom. hahha. but then it looks like its gonna rain... not like it affects me anyway. im also still holding my guitar.. tho i havent been playing since the start of the prev post.. hahaha. guitars are just so nice to hug xDD kk.. im talking nonsense once again.. which means im sleepy. lolzzzzzzz but still dun feel like sleeping yet.
then also im thinking about the past..
its like, so many things happened. so unexpectedly. i said and did things id nvr imagine myself doing. its like last yr at this time, i was prob looking forward to some outing or sth like that. id nvr think that id be playing guitar or that id be singing on stage ( xD ) for ppl's entertainment for post exam activities. ahahaha. wads next man? i seriously have no idea. anything could happen.
then the future?
olevels. hahahhaha. dun wanna tok abt that la. its too boring and i'll prob end up ranting on it. haha... theres seriously nothing to talk about the future la.. so damn uncertain. mayb keywords? guitar, band, poly, nanyang, scholarship, diploma... yeah like thats all. my life is so... 'defined'. hahahah
and my work attitude these yrs has been crap.. oh wait. this topic ive mentioned b4.. hahahahah. but yea. its sth that constantly bugs me and it'll nvr ever change..
lols. sigh.. dunno wad else to say lah... guess im turning in soon.. or maybe not. ahhaha
kk end of post.
My heart's still beating
Monday, March 16, 2009
saw this band at esplanade the other day.. no idea wad they're called. but they're quite good.
hope to be like them..
Can't you see
Something's Missing?
Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go
Learn a lesson
It's not me
You're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing
You forget where the heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday
If ever you love me you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life
What's it like there
Is it all what you want it to be
Does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday
If ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder
The more that you know
When you get lonely
If no one's around you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday
If ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Time moves so slowly when you''re bored. its like i feel ive been here for a long time
but actually its only about half an hour or so -.- damn. its only second day of the holidays man.
but actually ive been thinking of nothing but going out this hols.
lets see... heres the "plan" for this week
Today-Nothing
Monday-Nothing
Tuesday-Skating Outing(??)
Wednesday-Nothing
Thursday-Nothing in afternoon. Guitar at night
Friday-Nothing.
Saturday-Play Guitar
Sunday-Play ELECTRIC guitar. ( i hope. hehehe. diana faster come back lehh.)
zomg. see how many nothings there are. nothing means stay at home and slack. so darn boring -.- im just too free for my own good. hopefully can maybe play basketball or something on thursday and friday. which also means, that i have absolutely nothing to do for monday and wednesday. sianned.
but free better than busy bah. better than SOME ppl who no life go study xD hahaha jkjk. but its supposed to be a holiday man.
i think
that there isnt going to be a holiday that feels like a proper holiday until OLevels are over... ZZZZ
k lah. shall end here. maybe i shud start msning everyone in my contacts list and ask if they're free or not. hahahaha jus jk.
shall go look for stuff to do online.. byebye
yeah. supposed to go skating
but then its raining =.=
sian
seems like this holidays are really boring man. its like everyone i know has sth to do or are away on holiday.
while i, have neither. i hav nth to do and am stuck in singapore -.- boring seyyyy. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
zzzzz
anyone wanna go out can call me
i noe this souunds despo
but i am =.=
must be suffering from too much boredom. lolz.
ah well. update another time
i wanna love
i wanna leave
Friday, March 13, 2009
taken long long ago...
yeah i just came back not too long ago..
feel damn sleepy now -,-zzz
dunno why also. hahaha
anws todays the last day of school
but the hols feel very boring =.=
cos got hmwk to do...
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HONGYOU
didnt buy anything xP
ahaha feel so evil. but who cares. xD
wad shud i do during this hols? hahaha i seriously dunno.. mayb i shud go east coast and climb trees again.. or just sit there and slack... hahaha i just need a break la. one week is definitely not enough..
i'll be damn glad when this is over.. mayb go parkway shop for presents.. so far i owe two ppl presents..
hahaha i seriusly dunno la.. mayb im jus too tired.
ah well. shall update again soon.
so guess its bye for now
for all that matters
Thursday, March 12, 2009
its day time now xD
k lah. more of evening
anw for sports day
got 4th for heats 3 in 100m
hope thats enough to get into finals. tho i highly doubt that.
i was concentrating on winning rather than running. lol.
and 200m? hahaha no comments.
kk gtg for guitar lessons
byebye xD
future date for prom xD
i nvr thot that sth like this would happen
hahaha. but its cool =)
sian la. feeling so darn nervous for later. sports day heatswhy did i even join?im really too crazy for myself at times =.=last yrit was lunchtime showcase. and other stuffs..and now this. when im a cca ponner.ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz k la. gotta leave house nowotherwise late for school =.= haha. kk bye
now what am i supposed to write here?ahahahaha
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
thats a real load off my chest
thx alot =)
nth much today..
was reading poh's blog
kinda pity her. lol.
but its true lah. sometimes i feel that way too.
not everything lah. but part of it.
i still do.
anw today was quite an ok day
cos i ran for 2.4 xD
died after that
and guess what..
im running for tmr's sports day heats!!! confirm die one lahhh.
dunno how long nvr go training liao.
but im the only "B" div davinci running for 100m ._.
going against ppl like naufal and hairi. lol.... i scared seyy xD
im not that fast..
hope it rains and gets cancelled xP
k lah thats all for today
guitar tmr =D
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
Here I go
so dishonestly
Leave a note
for you my only one
And I know
you can see right through me
So let me go
and you will find someone
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
my phone spoilt!
lol.
so yea. no pics to post -.- and no music also =(
no choice but to take from kenneth's blog.
here goes.
we look buay song. hahah
not ready. hahah
hahahha my expression is weird. i noe.
SAJC band 
i shall not explain this pic.. its justthe other ppl who went for the concert + faizah xP only dun have eezeng's pic. hahahaha.k lah. gotta sleep earlyotherwise tio detention again =.=slave labour sehask me and jinquan to wipe tables and mop floorlolol.i dun get wads the big deal la.its like, only few mins latehav to stay back for one hour plus-.-hahah. ah well. anw today the chers like quite kind eh.we were playing basketball during mother tongue cos no cherthen tkh saw us and instead of shouting at us he jus said "oi. idiots. u all wanna get heat stroke issit?"hahaha.and then also. valerie tan let us off early for detentionbeen playing basketball like during recess and during lunchso sry to the ppl who hav to bear with the stench of my sweat xDhahaha k lah. dunno what else to post abt liao.so its byebye and goodnights to u all.12th of NovemberYear 20086:30pmTampines Bus Interchange
Monday, March 09, 2009
wads happening?
was it sth i did?
u dont look me in the eye
neither do i, but
u dont reply my smses
im sorry if sth i said made u feel hurt
but sometimes its the truth,
its how i feel.
pls tell me what happened.
even if this is going to end
i wanna noe why it has come to this.
today nth much happened.
somehow mondays are going by quicker and quicker
which is a good thing. lolol.
no particular highlights.
went home with lai ko-song today
cos he moved house to toa payoh
so he take 31 with me.. hahaha.
finally get some company man. hahaha
k lah. dunno wad to post abt also.
so yeah. guess its bye for now
=\
"am i wrong?"
"yeah you are."
"am i wrong?"
"yeah you are. and you're just such an a**hole."
Friday, March 06, 2009
yeah. im seriously considering going there
not the pic la. to nanyang poly. hahaha
to take what course?
probably IT in security.
cos thers a scholarship for it
and theres a lot of demand for ppl with diplomas in IT security
but for me to qualify
i hav to get less than 10 points for olevel.
hahahah. sounds quite possible lah actually.
A1 for Dnt( or Amaths XD. impossible la. ),
Combined Science,
and Emaths.
at least a B3 in EL
and minimum B4 in some other subject
sounds simple enough.
hahaha. but not confirmed la. it really seems a nice place.
my own ambition is to form a band lah.
but in case need money to buy stuff or need some backup plan,
this is it. haha.
hahaha. im still taking guitar lessons xP
still addicted now.
k lah.. dunno what else to blog about..
enjoy the song.
rooftops by Lost Prophets
theres a place off Ocean's Avenue
where i used to sit and talk with you
we were both sixteen and it felt so right
there's a place off the corner of Cherry Street
we would walk on the beach in our bare feet
we were both eighteen and it felt so right
we'll be together again..
somewhere.
somehow. i hope.
if i could find you now,
then
perhaps things would get better
Monday, March 02, 2009
yeah. moods still cranky
the future is uncertain
and so am i.
complain also no use.
even if i wanna change it, im too lazy and it takes too much time.
ah wadever la.
the classroom so dirty today..
see?
the FAT culprit xDD
who... nvm. =X
hahaha. anw its been raining like hell these few days..
better than sunny weather anyway.
actually, im not sure. hahaha
k then. more random pics..
k lah. shall update again soon.
the end.
one last chance.
one last time.
otherwise, its never again.
Sunday, March 01, 2009
yupz.
school tmr.
hope it isnt too boring.
tho i think it will be.
really having less and less mood to post these days.
so thats all for today
why am i not trusting you with my current problems?
because this time
everything's different
i am clear about what i want
and what i dont need now.
no, not you
you
...then on the way back to parkway
behaved like little children,
walking and jumping around
push here push there
kicking fallen fruits and leaves
yelling here and there
sure, we behaved childishly,
but it felt good
doing just what u wanted to do.
without thinking of anything else,
without worry,
without caring abt what outsiders think
without everything but joy
it feels good.
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