~Strumming away my thoughts~

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

NOT.

hahaha. im just in a holiday mood now.
its not right, but.. feels good.
yeah weird. tho holidays are far far away and chinese olevels are coming soon, its like,..... feels like a holiday man! ahahahah. i must sound drunk or sth.

hahah just having some weird thots la. like
why am i feeling so relaxed? ~~who cares~~
why am i not worried for olevels? ~~who cares~~
why am i not emoing cos i failed combined humans? ~~who cares~~

is it because i noe i can do it if i want to?
is it because mrs chen told me i could do it if i wanted to this morning?
lol. its just like wad she said. and not just her, but alot of ppl say to me "ur too relaxed. u have no motivation or desire to get distinction.. " "u dont really care if u fail"
HOW TRUE. ahahaha

but really sia. my mind is like on maximum slack mode today or sth. no idea why also. mayb lack sleep? nah cannot be. maybe its always been slack mode. just that its at its peak today. whahaha. am i hiding something that im really affected about? dont think so. is there????................... ok no there isnt. lol. ~~and right now my mind is like thinking of watching movie or going ecp to cycle or going out and slping late. basically all the things u do in a holiday xD~~

k lah. since im in a holiday mood,
i shall spend the night happily while this mood lasts.
not everyday u feel like me u noe.
~i feel good, nanananananana~
~~ok i think i might have accidentally ate sth that has some kinda of drug in it HAHAHAHAHA jus jk~~
kk byebye
nights
sweet dreams to whoever may see this

Please excuse my convictions
If things are different don't be alarmed
And when it gets hard to listen
I'll try and leave out the painful parts

Sanzo blogged at 10:56 PM

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...