~Strumming away my thoughts~

Saturday, April 11, 2009

originally didnt want to say all this and replace it with sth happy instead but yeah. i gotta get it out of my head.

haiz
i was supposed to accompany a friend to do flag day today.
so was supposed to meet at 7.30
but i freaggin woke up at noon. like wth. haiz. and why is that?
cos i woke up at 5.30, i went back to sleep and overslept. this is not an excuse
i just wanna say im sorry. i really wanna make it up to you. maybe i do sound like _____, but perhaps, all guys sound the same. but you know im not like ____. i really mean it.

right now i feel so guilty.
its like, not the first time i overslept for something important. like wtf man. haizzz.
like wth is wrong with me...
and monday confirm tio screwed.
just because i didnt wake up.

oh and btw, im not all emo cos of this event alone.. it like, triggered me to rmb and think of other stuff..

haizz.. suddenly i rmb wad me and kenneth were toking abt during english. if we were one of the characters in Heroes, who would it be?
and we both chose hiro nakamura (sp?)
firstly, can teleport anywhere. so convenient lah. want go holiday also can go for free.
and secondly, to turn back time and make all the wrongs in the past right.
but then again, a simple change in the past can affect the present. so better not. hahahaha.
~~suddenly i have an impulse to just delete this post and say im okay. which is actually true..~~

k lah dunno wad else to post about.
so byebye.

still waiting,
for the left one.

im so useless
im so lazy.
im such a slacker
im so sloppy
im so darn unwilling to put in effort in things that i know are important.
to everyone i know and i disappoint,
im sorry.

Sanzo blogged at 4:09 PM

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...