~Strumming away my thoughts~

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

taken at the beach
my desire for night beach walks hasnt died. ah well.

for some reason i get the feeling that this post may be quite long.
for some reason its a very long night that im going thru now.. prob bcos of some happenings ( dunno if u can call it happenings ) im like, thinking and reflecting and imagining and thinking... about what? about the not so distant past, about the present and about the not so distant future and the far future.. hahaha im like talking crap here...

im still thinking of stuffs to do during the hols..
the skating outing with 4j ppl is cancelled.. dunno why also. lol. but im still going skating.. with my mom. hahha. but then it looks like its gonna rain... not like it affects me anyway. im also still holding my guitar.. tho i havent been playing since the start of the prev post.. hahaha. guitars are just so nice to hug xDD kk.. im talking nonsense once again.. which means im sleepy. lolzzzzzzz but still dun feel like sleeping yet.

then also im thinking about the past..
its like, so many things happened. so unexpectedly. i said and did things id nvr imagine myself doing. its like last yr at this time, i was prob looking forward to some outing or sth like that. id nvr think that id be playing guitar or that id be singing on stage ( xD ) for ppl's entertainment for post exam activities. ahahaha. wads next man? i seriously have no idea. anything could happen.

then the future?
olevels. hahahhaha. dun wanna tok abt that la. its too boring and i'll prob end up ranting on it. haha... theres seriously nothing to talk about the future la.. so damn uncertain. mayb keywords? guitar, band, poly, nanyang, scholarship, diploma... yeah like thats all. my life is so... 'defined'. hahahah

and my work attitude these yrs has been crap.. oh wait. this topic ive mentioned b4.. hahahahah. but yea. its sth that constantly bugs me and it'll nvr ever change..

lols. sigh.. dunno wad else to say lah... guess im turning in soon.. or maybe not. ahhaha

kk end of post.

My heart's still beating

Sanzo blogged at 12:49 AM

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...