but wads the point of saying im worried(mayb not) and all that crap.

no use. cos in the end, i still wont work hard. and i think im really not worried at all.

cos, alot of ppl say, and i think its true, that olevel papers are way easier than our school papers.

isnt that a very good thing adn good reason for u to relax and not be so stress like some !!@#$%^&*()_  ??

anw. yeah. my term of revision is just to look thru and memorise. thats my revision. hahahah

i know its lousy. but who cares la... i dont have an attitude for studying and will nvr hav an attitude for it.

and as if olevels arent worrying enough

kenneth suggested to me about going overseas for uni after jc after olevels. lol.

but my original idea was just to stay in singapore and go to some poly and then go ns waste time then find a job. but i really dunno leh. jc is kinda useless to me. cos unless u go uni, 'a' levels can hardly get u a job.

and when u get into uni, its like, a few more yrs spent ther. its like 2yrs plus ns yrs plus uni yrs. thats like quite long.. then i was thinking, can i bear to leave singapore for a few yrs? my friends, family, etc... 

and then money is another problem if i wanna go uni

which

i will most prob not go. hahaha. sry pinoy.

hahaha this looks familiar.. but sadly, it wont happen.

even if it did, it'll happen after im 20 yrs old or sth. ahahah... wonder if i'll still be in touch with kenneth and faizah then..

hahahh. future so uncertain

zzzz next week onwards like everyday have lessons after school.

yea. and as if that wasnt enuff.

dad signed me up for tuition for every single subject. yup. every one. even emaths and english. ZZZZZZZZZ

so for three whole months, till the tuition ends

i wont have time for outings

no time for hmwk cos by the time i reach home it'll be almost 10. and if i stay up the next day confirm stone one. and mayb even late for school. so yup. cant sacrifice sleep for hmwk. dunno how on earth im gonna get it done. got two subject tuitions in one day. still got guitar lessons which i will nvr pon. still got all those remedials and crap. got tests and quizzes. got new topics. got everything school. and no effing time for going out to hav a break or anything. wtf man.

then if i ask my dad to go out after those days wher i hav no tuition but hav got extra lessons, he confirm wont allow and say sth like "jus endure for a few months...its only a few months" yeah right. easier said than done.

i hate this kind of life.

and as if all that crap wasnt enuff

we still got extra lessons during june hols. like wth sia. we alr so short of breaks and now this bullshit comes up. and confirm got holiday hmwk. shit. like wth man. the break after our olevels is not enough to compensate for all of the time taken up cos of olevels. its f***ed up.

i effing hate this kind of life

and its gonna be for one yr. screw.