random.
hahahaha
naz still not back yet ._.
haizzzz. dunno wad im gonna do tmr.
so boring at home.. lolx


And I can't
I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't
I can't get up when you're gone
i miss you

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

zzz shes gone. guess i shudnt have feel asleep after seven then waking up and calling just to learn that shes alr at the gate -.-
ah well. 4 days. sounds fun eh.
feels so empty inside.. like... there's sth missing in my life
hahah
but i noe she'll return soon enough =)

so for today
i shall do some packing up
some guitar
some wii
and some blogging. which im doing now. haha.

dunno wad to do next.. ah well. best get started then. =\
bye then




theres just no one that gets me like you do
theres just no one like you
you are my only one

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

just found this damn nice song. its the song playing
by yellowcard

My only one

Broken

This fragile thing now

And I can't

I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't

I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up

(So broken up)

And I give up

(I give up) 

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go

Scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only

My only one

Made my mistakes

Let you down

And I can't

I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't

I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up

(Breaking up)

I feel like giving up

(Like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go

Scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only

My only one

Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note, for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go

Scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only

My only one

My only one

My only one

My only one

You are my only

My only one

neither bolded, nor italized(?)

because i mean the whole song to you

first song i shall ever try and play after learning electric guitar
is the song playing now =P

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

hahaha random.
im not that deprived. lolx.
but yeah. supposed to write 5 songs by tmr. just lyrics
about the process of love
meaning falling in love, confessing, new love, enjoying the love, then breakup
5 songs
zzzzzz ahahaha
no inspiration. how?
random paragraph



It feels like my world has become a darker place
I suddenly miss the feeling of your embrace
I thought nothing could ever break us apart,
But now im sitting here with nothing but a broken heart
And im just lost, so lost without you



oh yeah. im learning guitar =D haha.
first lesson this thurs. shud be fun =)
lalala.
thats all for now.

follow your heart
if your heart's not with you,
follow your soul
if your soul's not with you
follw your mind
if your mind's not with you
then ur brainless.

some random quote thing..
this blogger in draft thingy is quite cool.. think its better than the old one anw. haha.
and if u noticed, ive started putting titles.. thot it looked better
k lah. thats all.
bye.


 when i see your smile

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

song dedication to someone
last song on my playlist.

Wth>You
Linkin Park
Come on!

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be what I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

It's true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
And we fall to the floor
The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
But when things go wrong, I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

It's true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes

(No)
I won’t let you control my fate
while I’m holding the weight of the world on my conscience
(No)
I won’t just sit here and wait
while you weighing your options
Your making a fool of me
(No)
You didn’t dare to try to say that you don’t care
And solemnly swear not to follow me there
(No)
It ain’t like me to beg on my knees
Oh please, oh baby please
That’s not how I’m doing things
(No)
No I’m not upset, no I’m not angry
I know love is love, but sometimes it pains me
(No)
I'm nothing without you, I’ll always be with you
You'll never forget me, I’m keeping you with me
(No)
I won’t let you take me to the end of my rope
While you burning and torture my soul
(No)
No I’m not your puppet
And no, no, no, I won’t let you go

No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we've come
I, I can't wait to see tomorrow
With you

You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes


bolded parts are the more.... important? nah. more relevant. haha.
yeah. nth much to post abt today also..
now this part's for my dearest.

Right now, im here with you
But still, ive got a fear
Doubts that're still unclear
I don't know if i can make you glad
Can I cheer you up when you're sad?
I don't know if i'll break your heart
But I promise you i'll try hard ( not to )

I just want us to be together
Maybe even last forever

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

heyo
some pics from track chalet then

lol. notice anything wrong? no, its not the fingers blocking out a homo someone.
xD

pasir ris park at night

for future reference =)

blur pic

the bored ppl in the chalet.

one big group there playing cheat

virnice tying knots in her strand of hair -.- hahahaha.

guess we shudnt hav left you out. whoops.



hahaha this... i hav no comments.

and no, u did NOT see a wiimote and a nintendo wii sitting in front of my small little tv xDDD

hahaha. changed the song to promise.

dunno why. find it nicer than the rest.

lol.

k lah thats all for today. bye.

cos u know

you're everything to me

cos i know,

how much you mean to me

cos we know,

that we were meant to be =)

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

jus expressing my love for LP

"zzzzz im bored"

"oh? sth interesting"

Project Rev

nah. ur watching them.

live at KROQ acoustic christmas

Drum Lessons?

Guitar Lessons?

Forming a Band?

How cool is that!!!

words taken from faizahs blog =P

pics from mikeshinoda.com

thats all now.

heyo~

up and alive again =D

kk nth much to update abt second day.
stayed in chalet to play RISK with elbert and kj -.-
hahaha cos no money to go wildwildwet

then i left the chalet when soohan jus came..

wait i go play scgmd3 first....

lol met _____ right outside my room x)
then she was like asking me wad room her frens were.
and i told her b4 that they were two doors away -.- ahaha.
yeah then all the malays saw us too ytd
includes ppl like halina, nabilah, shazani, nadir, the whole 3J malay gang and others.
ahahah i think the whool school noes abt us liao bah.

hahahah had fun around pasir ris park playing playground AGAIN.
lol skip details here..
then went back chalet to get my stuff
only heather and huikhuan saw us xD
yanzhou sleeping then
ohya elbert and farahin also saw.
ah well. didnt go for bbq.

then came home late. lolx.
then now im here at home. nth to do uh. hahahzz

just one thing b4 i end my post here
so much racial harmony these days x)
hahhahaha
ohya

MR LEE YAN KHENG
IF YOU SEE THIS PLS LOWER THE TICKET PRICE OF BAND CONCERT.
COS ITS WAY TOO EX. NO ONE IS WILLING TO BUY.
EVEN IF ITS FOR FUND RAISING.
IF U LOWER THE PRICE MAYB MORE PPL WILL BUY
AND U WILL DEFINITELY RAISE MORE FUNDS THAN U HAVE NOW.

kk thats all byebye
lazy to post pics x)



cant wait for school reopen x)

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

lol. its 3am now.

im using stef's laptop to blog now...
hahahaha. yeah. thers actually a network here. cant believe it
so far chalet has been fun. didnt take much of any pics. cos my phone batt died -.-
hahahaha.

so yeah. met ______ at pasir ris then had a nice long walk..

kk skip. xDDDD

yeah. went straight to the chalet there.
slacked awhile and played card games
lolol.
then decided to cycle with amar, soohan and kj
nth much happened.
lol then came back to chalet.
then walked to pasir ris park with trackers. was alr dark by then.
hahaha kenneth i didnt see any orange stuff xDD

yeap. and then played quite alot of the stuffs there.
so far so fun =D

hahaha. and everyone discussing sleeping spaces now. im not sleeping
hahahaha. k lah.
shall end here. nth much to do online.. the connection kinda slow.. ahahah

k bye

thx for today =)

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

heyo~

track chalet later... cant wait (?)
lol.
nth much happened ytd night and this morning...
so no update. hahah

kenneth this's for you. check out the last song on my playlist.
enjoy

dunno wad to say.. guess shall tok abt SOME ppl who just love to spread stuff around.
!@#%^&*() buggers, who dun give a sh!t abt other ppls privacy.
yeah it'll be known sooner or later
but at least give us some quiet?
even if u know it, dun hav to spread to everyone right. can just keep it to urself.
but no, some ppl tell me u "announced" it. like big news like that

well, im honoured. but nobody likes to be harassed by the "press" and "paparazzi"


ok nvm. just wasted 5mins of my life on that section above -.-
k lah. anw shall TRY and take pics later... no idea wher im gonna go.
hahahahahah

kk bye.



oh and if u see this
just wanna say i love you, dear xP

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

heyo~
just came back from training. died.
hahaha one whole week nvr train, nvr run or play sports or anything. hahaha.
but was still ok uh. until the long run. died halfway.
heather fell/nearly fell twice today. wad a clown xD
and so little ppl came today. but enuff uh.
oh and

KJ IF U SEE THIS IM LETTING U NOE THAT UR THE ONLY SEC ONE GUY THATS GOING FOR CHALET XDDD

lol. poor guy.
chalet tmr. meeting at 3 plus tmr. going somewhere b4 that.. ahem.
no money liao for class chalet liao.., mayb i dont go liao. aahahha.
see how uh.
track chalet SHUD be fun x)
yeah it will be.
no pics to post. cos most prob no one taking pics. hahaha.

k lah that shall be all for today

OH YA. i unlocked A**hole! on SCGMD3 !!! hahaha. but have yet to master it x)
byebye.


cant wait. x)

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

haiz.. so bored now. i miss u =(
i really cant smile without u. the whole day my mood's been cranky. im finding it hard to do anything. everything seems so boring. even if i do manage to distract myself or cheer myself up for awhile, it only lasts for a short while. im like emoing at home here without you. i get easily pissed. i just cant smile without you. today proved that ~everything's nothing without you~ =(

today shall be a lyrics post of hsm 3 songs
first shall be Scream. i think its the second best song from hsm
best is can i have this dance x)


The day your door is closed
The echoes fill your soul
They won’t say which way to go
Just trust your heart
To find what you’re here for
Open another door
But I’m not sure anymore
It’s just so hard

Voices in my head, tell me they know best
Got me on the edge, they’re pushin’ pushin‘, they’re pushin’
I know they’ve got a plan, but the balls in my hand
This time it’s man to man, I’m droppin’, fightin’, it’s time too!
Whole worlds upside-down, it’s spinning faster
What do I do now? Cause without you,

I don’t know where to go what’s the right team
I want my own thing, so bad I’m gonna scream!
I can’t choose, so confused, what's it all mean?
I want my own dream, so bad I’m gonna scream!

I’m kickin’ down the walls, I gotta make them fall
Just break through them all, I’m pushin’, crushin’ I’m gonna
Fight to find myself, me and no one else
Which way I can tell, I’m searchin, searchin’, can’t find a
Road that I should take, I should, tomorrow left us
Like nothing works without you

I don’t know where to go what’s the right team
I want my own thing, so bad I’m gonna scream!
I can’t choose, so confused, what’s it all mean?
I want my own dream, so bad I’m gonna scream!

Get the clocks , roll it down
Hear they crowd, get loud
I can shoot by the sound
Is it her?
Is it love?
Can the music ever be enough?
Gotta work it out, gonna work it out
You can do it, you can do it!

I don’t know where to go what’s the right team
I want my own thing, so bad I’m gonna scream!
I can’t choose, so confused, what’s it all mean?
I want my own dream, so bad I’m gonna scream!

I don’t know where to go what’s the right team
I want my own thing, I want my own thing
I can’t choose, so confused, what’s it all mean?
I want my own dream, so bad I’m gonna scream!

Oh, AAAAHHHHHHHH!


Right Here, Right Now


Ooooh yeah
Can you imagine, what would happen
If we could have any dream
I'd wish this moment, was ours to own it
And that it would never leave
Then I would thank that star,
That made our wish come true (come true)
Oh yeah
Cause he knows that where you are, is where I should be too

Chorus:
Right Here, Right Now (yeaahh)
I'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything (oooo)
Right Here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait, (ooo yea)
For some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me

It feels like forever, what could be better
We've already proved it once,
2,123 hours, were dancing the universe
Cuz finally, everything (everything)
In our whole world changed (it starts changing)
And you know that where we are, (where we are)
Will never be the same
oh no, oh no

Right Here, Right Now (right now)
I'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything (everything)
Right Here, I promise you somehow (somehow we're gonna)
That tomorrow can wait, for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me

Oh we know its coming (coming)
And its coming fast
It's always you and me, ohh yeah
So lets make this second last
Make it last

Right here,
Ooohh Right now.
Yeah im looking at you,
and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait, for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me
You and me
you and me
Ohh You and me
But right now there's you and me


and then
just wanna be with you


I got a lot of things i have to do
All these distractions our future's coming soon
We're being pulled
A hundred different directions
But whatever happens
I know I've got you
You're on my mind
You're in my heart
It doesn't matter where we are
We'll be alright
Even if we're miles apart

All I wanna do is be with you
Be with you
There's nothing we can't do
Just wanna be with yon,only you
No matter where life takes us
Nothing can break us apart
You know it's true
I just wanna be with you

Yeah,yeah
Just be with you

You know how life can be
It changes overnight
It's sunny then raining,but it's alright
A friend like you
Always makes it easy
I know that you get me
Every time
Through every up,through every down
You know I'll always be around
Through anything you can count on me

All I wanna do is be with you
Be with you
There's nothing we can't do
Just wanna be wirh yon,only you
No matter where life takes us
Nothing can break us apart
You know it's true
I just wanna be with you

I just wanna be with you


and the last song
thrid fav song from hsm =D

A Night To Remember

Troy: Guess now it’s official
Chad: Cant back out, can’t back out, no
Girls: Getting’ ready for the night of nights,
the night of nights tonight
Troy: Don’t panic
Chad: PANIC!!!

Jason: Now do we have to dress up for the prom
Zeke: Dude I don’t think we have a choice
Kelsi: Yeah, it’s the night of all nights, gotta look just right
Martha: Dressin’ to impress the boys

Chad: Do I want classic or vintage or plaid
Zeke: Where’s the mirror
Jason: I think this tux is too baggy
Troy: Too tight, it makes me look weird
Gabriella: Should I go movie star glamorous
Martha: Sassy or sweet
Taylor: Don’t know but no one better wear the same dress as me

Boys: It’s the night of our nightmares
Girls: It’s the night of our dreams
Boys: It’s too late to back out of it
Girls: Hey, makeovers, massages
Boys: Don’t know what a corsage is
Girls: Been waitin all our lives on this

All: It’s gonna be a night (can’t wait)
To remember (aw man)
Come on now, big fun (alright)
It’s gonna be the night (I guess)
To last forever (lucky us)
Well’ never ever ever forget

Sharpay & Ryan:
Gettin’ ready, get gettin’ ready
Gettin’ ready, get, gettin’ ready
Sharpay: Go!

Troy: Hey, you been there an hour man
Sharpay: So, what should I do with my hair?
Ryan: Where’s my shaver?
Sharpay: Ooh, I love it
Ryan: I look like a waiter
Sharpay: Should I fluff it?
Both: It’s get later already should be there

Boys: Her mother opens the door
I’m shakin’ inside
Girls: He’s here it’s time, big hours arrived
Boys: Don’t know why?
Her father staring me down
Girls: Where is my purse? Lipgloss?
Now I’m really freakin’ out
Boys: Then something changes my world
The most beautiful girl, right in front of my eyes

All:It’s gonna be a night (oh yeah!)
To remember (that’s for sure)
Come on now, big fun (alright)
It’s gonna be the night (yeah tonight)
To last forever (forever more)
Well’ never ever ever forget

Boys: Who’s that girl? She’s so fine!
Girls: Who’s that guy? I don’t recognize
Boys: Who’s that girl? She looks so good, yeah!
All: Guess you’ll never really notice, but you probably should
Big fun, on the night of nights (alright)
The night of nights, tonight
Let’s dance, on the night of nights you know we’re gonna do it right

All: It’s gonna be the night
To remember
It’s gonna be the night
To last forever

All: It’s gonna be our night
To remember
It’s gonna be the night
To last forever (forever)

All: It’s gonna be our night (you know it)
To remember (all time)
Come on now, big fun (to remember)

All: It’s gonna be the night (love it)
To last forever (the rest of our lives)
We’ll never ever ever forget

All: It’s gonna be our night (oh yeah)
All together (say it loud)
Come on now, everyone (that’s right)

All: It’s gonna be a night (yeah tonight)
To remember (hear the crowd)

All: And never ever ever never ever ever
never ever never ever ever forget!

enjoy =)
byebye.

you know i cant smile without you

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

guess this post shall be a LNP late.night.post, or lame.nigel.peh.
hahaha k that was lame.

dunno wad to post abt also uh. todays the 16th of nov alr... thats like 1 1/2 mth
more till school reopens. long way to go uh.
hope can spend this holiday wisely.
oh and my meaning of wisely, means having fun and enjoying myself as much as possible,
not going to find a job or do hmwk or get tuition for sec 4 topics -.- lol.

everyone's slping now. guess i shud slp soon too.
track chalet on wednesday.. staying only one night..

oh yeah. and speaking of long way to go..
was looking at faizahs blog. the latest post was abt grad night, ~a night to remember~
yeah i guess for my batch, it shud be a night to remember.
but i was like thinking,
wad on earth am i gonna wear for grad nite? a tux? ahahahah LOL.
most prob sth formal. sth which i havent worn in a long time, unless u count school uni.
ahahah
anw
long way to go. shall decide when the time comes bah.


kk shall go to sleep now.
nights to all who are online now.


i miss you more than i love you
that doesnt make sense
but im just trying to put across
that i really really miss you

heyo
since thers really "nth" to post abt
i shall feature a game here,
its called

super crazy guitar maniac deluxe 3,
or scgmd3 for short.
its an online game, requires no downloading, tho it takes quite a while to load
there are 14 songs to load, so be patient =)
heres a pic of the gameplay





similar to many other guitar or dj or dance dance revolution games, all you hav to do
is to press the corresponding key when it reaches the black line as seen above
in the screenshot above, the guy who plays it jus pressed an "up" key.
and for the grey numbers ( or letters depending on settings, ) u have to press
and hold either 1,2,3,4 or a,s,d,f depending on whichcommand comes out. u get the point.

there are five difficulties, namely
simple
tricky
hard
complex
crazy

and i can only complete one "crazy" song so far. lol. got a gold for it tho.
oh yea. theres this system of Award Points
for a bronze on each song, you get one point. silver gets 2, gold gets 3 and perfect gets 4
the rankings(?) are dependent on ur score. and these award points are then used to unlock
new and more difficult songs. the song in the pic above is considered tricky.

oh yea. and u cant pause in the middle of the song. u either continue or just start from the beginning when u make a mistake.



this is the intro screen... follow only the first 5 instructions and the last 2 ones
trust me, paulo isnt easy to find. by the time u find him i wld hav done ALL my holiday hmwk. tho i hav to say that sketching his cousins wld take less
than a minute.
ok lame. xD
enjoy the game.


http://www.notdoppler.com/supercrazyguitarmaniacdeluxe3.php

oh and my fav songs are
train wreck,
in your eyes
and Switch vs evil-dog round 2.
have yet to unlock 2 songs.

enjoy
its a great way to pass time.
bye.




to pass time
when you're not with me
to pass time
till the next time we go out tgt..

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

noooooo

my phone is spoilt.
the keys not working -.-
so now i hav to use my old phone
and now i hav no music, no games, no photos
tho theres still sms and calls. lol.
sian luhhhhhh.
why must u breakdown now...

so depressing xD

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

pic-less post.
lol.
went to watch quantum of solace. haha
"lazy" to post uh x)

nice to have a little privacy these days xD
k so for privacy's sake, thats all for today.
lolololololololol.

ohya oral trng wasnt as bad as i expected xD

k thats all.
bye


when somebody loves you,
everything is beautiful.
to me,
everything is beautiful =)
it was worth it.

yohohohoho~

that pic was random. xD

im awake now

cos later theres oral training for excel ppl from afj classes -.- and today's trng

is supposed to be with hong wan and kenneth.... oh wait

kenneth jus smsed saying that hong wan not coming. lolol. two ppl. taking turns

to read stuff in front of a teacher. sounds fun. hahahahha. dunno why

i signed up for it. its not even compulsory or wad. zzzzzzzz. ah well. just a way to kill time?

ZZZZZZZZZZZZ

anw simple experiments ( tagging ppl's blogs ) show that ppl ACTUALLY bother tagging back,

tho only half of the ppl i tagged tagged back. but then again,

i only tagged some of their blogs with one word, "hi" xD whoops. hahaahaahahahaa

but yeah much appreciated anws..... dunno for wad also. lol.

cant wait for later? hahaha. tho its kinda short. cos of HALILAH lah. lol.

ok nvm. no one understands what im saying. hahahhaah.

not referring to oral trng uh. l0l.

k lah that shall be all for now

reply tags

faizah : yeah. after like dunno how long. lolol.

kenneth : im not rich la pinoy. lol. and im not sure which days u talking abt? hahhah.

heather : lol hi

nazri : lol.. im gonna get u some bleaching powder xD

meri : hahaha yeala yeala ur blog damn good luh. anw yeah its a nice show =)

lol omg i nearly replied my own tag -.- lol.

k k bye. gotta leave house soon.

shud i feel happy? ahahahah. guess not.

bye.

so much waiting

but so little time tgt =\

but its ok.

at least i get to see you =)

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

heyo heyo~
yeah im in christmas mood k thats all for today
cant wait for later x)

its gonna rain o.o

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sian. imeem has reduced it to 30 secs -.- wad buggers.
and also cos of the rain.. ah nvm.
thers still tmr.... i hope.

thats all.

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

hey ho.
dunno wad to post abt here...
so far 8 ppl coming for class chalet...
dunno la.. ever since i went to pasir ris downtown east the other day,
ive been wanting a class chalet badly xD

hahahaha. somehow i think this chalet will be a fun one..
cos i helping to organise xD jkjk.
its gonna be on christmas eve.
cant believe im gonna celebrate christmas with 3J'08 xD

hahahaha.
k lah thats all for today..





i mish u x)

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

need i say more?

random pic post.











lol. im really bored now.
woke up at 2plus today xD
and now i feel like going back to sleep xD
this is what holidays are about
eat, sleep, eat, sleep.
lol.

k thats all for now

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

hey ho hey ho~

lol. just realised that today is the first day of holidays
or rather, only today did i feel that holidays have started. as in, only today did i
really feel the holiday mood. kinda lagg huh. hahaha

lazy to update abt today.
just that pasir ris park is a nice place to hangout.
and uh.
dunno lah. thats all for today? lolol.

k lah byebye. lol.

i didnt let you down! =)

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

lifes boring.
lol.
yea i changed the skin. hope it looks nicer than the previous one.
tho the fonts kinda small and almost impossible to read when its
italized. lol. imagine wad happens if i boldened them. lol.

and to celebrate this special occasion of me changing skin, i shall tok abt ALOT of stuffs. once again read at your own risk. hahahhah. read only if you're bored =)

kk first off, today was the last day of the truncated =D for me lah. hahahah
the other classes still have tomoro to go through... anyway yeah today was
quite an ok day. tho i admit that two whole slots of dnt wasnt fun -.- lol.
then it was emaths when everyone just wanted 1pm to come so that we could leave.
BUT
we still had some dnt survey to do -.- dunno wads the point of it uh. its not reliable
cos EVERYONE did it anyhow. just wanted to get it done and over with xD

so after school walked with kenneth outside school to the bus stop. decided to go
to videoworld to let kenneth get his drink. talked about some stuffs along the way.

oh btw OBAMA WON US PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS. WHOO HOO! lol.

then after than sat outside lucky bread to wait for my bus... got on the bus and
he walked back to school.

then on the bus i was like thinking. i havent said goodbye to anyone in class or in school.
i thot,
hmmm. im not gonna see any tksians for about two whole months.
anyone i shud have said goodbye to?
and to my surprise, very few ppl came to mind. when i thot about most ppl, the thot
going thru my mind was "big deal. i wont die if i dont see u anymore"
lol. wad does this mean? i have very little frens?

i think it means that theres very few ppl whom i trust now. or even feel comfortable about.
oh yea.
there was supposed to be a class chalet. i told them i didnt feel like going to the chalet
i said it would be boring, that it wont be any fun. i said that there were too little ppl in class
that i can have fun with. and yeah i got my wish. it was cancelled.

ever since the last few months. i started liking my class less and less. yeah.
call me antisocial or wadever, i dont care. if i were to take a look at the class photo
i cant count with my fingers the number of ppl whom i can easily say i dislike.
3j'08 isnt that great.
4J'08 will be better? i highly doubt it.
somehow a clear image of me spending the whole days and weeks after olevels without
a chalet forms inside my mind. its so real.
k forget it.

then there's tmr. im somewhat caught in a dilemma.
just have to consider carefully...... ive done this b4... i noe how lonely it can get
but it could be fun too.
haix....... really dunno lah =\.
tmr could be a really boring day...
wish we cld've had more time. i dunno if we can meet during hols.............
=(

k lah. end post here.


if i lay here,
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just
forget the world?

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

hey ho
feeling much better now
the mosquito bites were actually rashes due to allergy o.o
must be too much exposure to...... nvm. xD fill in the blanks yourself =)
nth much to update then

bye.

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...

hi ppl
im sick. hahaha
fever of 38.4. sounds fun uh
lol.
i think i might have dengue.

u noe why?
cos i got these mosquito bites a few days ago.
then at first i had flu
then today fever and cough -.-
ah well.

i wont die so easily hahaha
and i'll get to skip school tmr =)
i pe. lol.
even if im not sick im itching to death with these mosquito bites x(
lol.
zzzzzzzzz dammit man. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
why cant i just wake up and find that all these sicknesses are over
lol.
zzzzzzz

anw thats all i have for today uh. zzzzzzz


i'll stay alive for a few more days plus one yr =)
just for you.
cant wait for friday x)

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the rhythm of my heart...

omg
just realised how much $$$ im gonna have to spend this holidays
hahaha
got two chalets to pay for
and all the outings and movies
and all the presents (?)

hahaha im gonna be broke man.

zzzz
dunno wad to post siah
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

hahaha k i think i shall end here
until then, bye.


Stitches are hard to find =\
just like people like you =)

christmas has come early.
for me ah. xD




no more emo days. i hope.
hahahaha


"...honestly i dont mind.."
"i wont let you down"

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...