~Strumming away my thoughts~

Thursday, November 06, 2008

lifes boring.
lol.
yea i changed the skin. hope it looks nicer than the previous one.
tho the fonts kinda small and almost impossible to read when its
italized. lol. imagine wad happens if i boldened them. lol.

and to celebrate this special occasion of me changing skin, i shall tok abt ALOT of stuffs. once again read at your own risk. hahahhah. read only if you're bored =)

kk first off, today was the last day of the truncated =D for me lah. hahahah
the other classes still have tomoro to go through... anyway yeah today was
quite an ok day. tho i admit that two whole slots of dnt wasnt fun -.- lol.
then it was emaths when everyone just wanted 1pm to come so that we could leave.
BUT
we still had some dnt survey to do -.- dunno wads the point of it uh. its not reliable
cos EVERYONE did it anyhow. just wanted to get it done and over with xD

so after school walked with kenneth outside school to the bus stop. decided to go
to videoworld to let kenneth get his drink. talked about some stuffs along the way.

oh btw OBAMA WON US PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS. WHOO HOO! lol.

then after than sat outside lucky bread to wait for my bus... got on the bus and
he walked back to school.

then on the bus i was like thinking. i havent said goodbye to anyone in class or in school.
i thot,
hmmm. im not gonna see any tksians for about two whole months.
anyone i shud have said goodbye to?
and to my surprise, very few ppl came to mind. when i thot about most ppl, the thot
going thru my mind was "big deal. i wont die if i dont see u anymore"
lol. wad does this mean? i have very little frens?

i think it means that theres very few ppl whom i trust now. or even feel comfortable about.
oh yea.
there was supposed to be a class chalet. i told them i didnt feel like going to the chalet
i said it would be boring, that it wont be any fun. i said that there were too little ppl in class
that i can have fun with. and yeah i got my wish. it was cancelled.

ever since the last few months. i started liking my class less and less. yeah.
call me antisocial or wadever, i dont care. if i were to take a look at the class photo
i cant count with my fingers the number of ppl whom i can easily say i dislike.
3j'08 isnt that great.
4J'08 will be better? i highly doubt it.
somehow a clear image of me spending the whole days and weeks after olevels without
a chalet forms inside my mind. its so real.
k forget it.

then there's tmr. im somewhat caught in a dilemma.
just have to consider carefully...... ive done this b4... i noe how lonely it can get
but it could be fun too.
haix....... really dunno lah =\.
tmr could be a really boring day...
wish we cld've had more time. i dunno if we can meet during hols.............
=(

k lah. end post here.

if i lay here,
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just
forget the world?

Sanzo blogged at 3:04 PM

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...