~Strumming away my thoughts~

Saturday, October 18, 2008

while listening to Whisper by Evanescence just now

there was a line that went "i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away"

when i heard it

i was convinced that everything i WAS feeling these days were controlled by me

and that if i wanted to, i could just make them go away or change them into sth else

or just ignore it. yup. so its really much better now, whether its gone or not.

as a form of celebration(?) i shall post the song lyrics here

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drive me into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away...
If I will it all away

[CHORUS:]
Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die)

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away...
If I will it all away

[Chorus]

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet my end

[Chorus]

Servatis a periculum, ( i have no idea wad this means ._. )
servatis a maleficum {repeats through to end of song}

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

Sanzo blogged at 10:26 PM

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...