~Strumming away my thoughts~

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

right now the song playing in my head
is brightdown from dgrayman
why am i saying this?
hahahah i have no idea

today was quite an eventful day la
got abit of emo here and there
but i survived anw.
yeap
my results have been quite lousy
ive been too overconfident.
but at least
i noe i'll pass my overall for the subjects for this yr.
so at the very very least,
i wont be retained.
zzz
im not emo
i cant anw.
sortof promised someone i wont be emo by tmr. HEH.
but yeah. got to really think it thru during the two months holidays
and hopefully i would "settle down" as mdm halilah would put it.
she says i jus need more effort.
lol. perhaps lor.

so far im ok with the way im handling my life, carefree and jokey.
perhaps it just lacks seriousness.
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i dun want
to become those ppl who "wallow in self-pity" and "wear their emotions on their sleeves"
those who just emo all day.
thinking that life is crap and they are useless
thinking that life is meaningless
fyi,
id rather become gay
then become ppl like that.
at least im happy.

ok ive ranted so much.
hahahahaha
i shud end here i guess.
hope i can keep my promise x)
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ahahaha dunno wad else to say la.
bye.

next!

Sanzo blogged at 10:31 PM

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...