~Strumming away my thoughts~

Monday, August 25, 2008

why must tmr be so boring.

dun wanna tok abt it
tmr hasnt even come yet but i alr feel sian abt it.
nowadays school is like shyt. or even worse
this post will be a rant.

dunno wad our dear minister of education is doing nowadays.
think we so free, stuff all our minds with USELESS information that
no one can see how we're gonna apply it in our future lives.

sure, u may think since its useless just learn it then leave it ther lah.
yeah sounds easy.
but its not .

whenever ur mind gets full of useless crap,
u get stress and then u dont hav "space" in ur mind
to learn the things that are USEFULand the things that U WANNA LEARN.
and becos of that, u cant do well in what u wanna learn in and u cant do well in useful stuff
as a result, u lose interest and then u have no interest in stuff. u become a no-lifer

so wad happens next?
u WASTE UR LIFE DAY BY DAY
sitting in a torture chamber, listening to useless stuff
u dont wanna listen to it, but you have to
if not, u wont do well in exams and tests.
everyone blames u. parents scold, teacher scold, and whoever gives a !@#$%^&*() also comment on it.

so how? no choice lor.
listen to crap all day long
and its not like we wanna listen.
WE HAVE TO.
we're forced.
cos if we dont listen,
u'll become more depressed and sad than u already are.

see that? its either shyt, or even worse shyt.

wth is this. and they say our education system is good. they must be seeing pink baboons in their homes.

and as if all this isnt bad enough,
most of us noe that even if we study, we wont get good marks anw.
but yet we hav to, otherwise it'll be worse.

and wad the heck is their problem.
they shud be happy with a pass.
but no.
instead of saying stuff like :"thats good, do even better next time k?"
they say
"what happened? why are u underperforming? why u nvr study hard?"
and a pileload of dung that i just cant be bothered to type down here.

thats y i gave on studying long ago.
so wad if u all get high marks
all u get is :"good job! keep it up!"
sure, keep it up.
they make it sound so easy
even if u do manage to keep ur score good the next time round,
the whole process just repeats again
its a endless, meaningless cycle.
might as well just pass.
the comments u'll get are the same.
just pass each time, and dont deprove too much
its much less tiring than trying to strive all the time.

and they say its useful for us when getting a job
WTH is the point of amaths in the future? i dont see the use of it
physics? i dont see it too.
chem? emaths? english? geography?
you tell me.
what is the use of all those subjects in our jobs.
none at all.

s'pore is supposed to be a democratic country.
and yet, our country's youths
or
OUR COUNTRY'S FUTURE
as they say it
dont even get to choose wad we want to study
for heaven's sake, we dont even get to choose to be happy or not.

I AM NOT AT ALL SURPRISED THAT SINGAPOREAN STUDENTS ALL WISH TO LEAVE S'PORE.

and everyone likes to lie alot nowadays.
esp the schools.
"our students enjoy a wide variety of subjects offered......"
ENJOY, MY ASS.
IT SHOULD BE
"OUR STUDENTS ARE FORCED TO TAKE A WIDE VARIETY OF SUBJECTS THAT ARE TOTALLY USELESS."

wad has our society become.
teachers and parents all not happy with wad we get.
always expecting more, nvr satisfied.
I GIVE UP.

the only reason ppl like me still go to that condemned place
is because we have friends there
and there are SOME FEW activities that we like eg PE. our cca.
other than that,
i dont find any other reason to look forward to it..

i shall end here.
not that i want to.
ah wadever.
dun care anymore

thank goodness ther's track tmr.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Cos every step that i take is yet another mistake to you.
so why bother.

Sanzo blogged at 11:08 PM

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