~Strumming away my thoughts~

Monday, January 07, 2008

yo

let me apologize to begin with.
cos this post's gonna be an emo one.
cos my life has been hell these few days.

my life is always 'balanced out' as in, its always the same amount of good and bad things happening to me. so if nothing happens, its ok but if sth good happens, sth bad happens to me too.

so before this recent spate of bad events, there were a couple of good events too.
but this the bad events that happened had more impact on me.
one by one i slowly lost the things that mattered to me, the things that i held on to, the things i believed in.
and i dont think i'm ever gonna get them back.

oh well.
its 6 am now.
gtg school le.
hopefully, somehow it can cheer me up.
bye.

trying not to break but im so tired of this deceit

Sanzo blogged at 5:53 AM

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...