~Strumming away my thoughts~

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

I don't know who to trust, no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back upon my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

I won't waste myself on you
You, you
Waste myself on you
You, you

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
You, you

Im happier in school.
and i cant do it like this.
so im sorry, firstly, for everything im not.
and secondly, sorry for disappointing u.
these few days have been one of the darkest periods in my life
tho u all might see me happy in school,
im actually depressed and sad deep down
thx to all who hav cheered me up, whether or not u noe it
and sorry for being emo.
i'll try not to be so emo next time.

bye.

Sanzo blogged at 5:47 AM

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...