Wednesday, October 24, 2007
haix... quite down now....
no special events happened today, except that almost the whole sec 2 cohort disappeared today into the audi and then me and my frends were like "where the hell did everyone go?" lol we didnt know that we were supposed to go to the audi for a talk.
other than that nothing much really happened.
so i shall talk abt something else.
some time ago, some of my frens said that they hav nvr seen me emo b4....
well, thats true, tho sometimes i stare into space or lie on my table WHEN IM BORED.
thing is, i dont emo in school. im not sure why, but i only emo outside school
Especially when im alone : \
mayb im a happy person hahas cos i take things lightly and dont care much abt anything.
perhaps its because of this that i dont take things seriously in life.
I know some things cant be taken seriously and others cant be taken lightly but somehow i take things too easily in life.
And because of that i end up disappointing some ppl who find 'hope' or 'inspiration' in me and actually expected me to do some things.
Some ppl trusted me and thot that i shared a mutual bond/link with them when in fact we dont.
they regard me much higher than i regard them.
Sure, i regard my friends highly, but they regard me even higher.
and yet i dont regard them as special ppl but as normal ppl. as in, ppl who are "just there".
Today i saw a quote. or a line. it said
"What do you know now that you wished that you had knew earlier?"
I wish i had known earlier that ppl expected things from me and relied on me.
I wish i wasnt so blind.
This way, no one would be disappointed.
No one would lose their confidence in me.
So, from now on, pls dont expect too much from me or rely on me too much.
cos u might end up disappointed and disheartened.
and i would feel guilty if u did.
thats all for today
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