Wednesday, August 15, 2007
August 2007
yoz
common tests are over but the stress lives on.
my class and i got back our common test papers. I've failed science and history so far.... there was a calculation error in science so i might be able to bargain for some marks to be able to scrape a pass. my history is hopeless. english's all thats left.
I seriously doubt that i can go to a double science class, let alone triple science which i dont want anyway. however, there's still the end of year exams which carry 45% in our overall marks for the year, making it our last and only hope.
To achieve great marks for my end of years, i have to mug and study hard. which is very very difficult, when all the birds are trying to break out of the cage and they're nearly successful. and when the birds in other cages see them, they are also very tempted to break out of the cage which makes them stressed and depressed. Thing is, there's food and water readily available in the cage. I just hope that the papers would be easier for every1 and well,............ I'll try my best to study hard, and to try and ignore all the other taunts be it from my friends or any other non-living object. It's gonna be hard, but i'll still try.
There is, however, a another bit of hope which the not so smart ppl like me can try to pray for. It's kinda evil though. All they have to do is to pray that other ppl get low marks for their exams so that the cut-off point for double science/ triple science classes go down. Then, they would just struggle throughout the whole paper(s).
I'm not that evil and therefore i wouldnt resort to such underhand means. However, this hope seems to be becoming a reality. The only part that relies on them is how well they do for the papers. So what I'll do is to study. Not until my brains go dead, mind you. Just enough to get into whatever class I want.
Exams are the worst things in life. They can cause ppl to go mad, sad, emo, crazy and every other aspect other than those which are related to happiness. A few ppl in school are suffering from one or more of those symptoms mentioned above. There are definitely more.....
That's all I have to say about exams. FOR TODAY.
In relation to the prev post, i would just like to say that mayb groups of friends are for sharing happiness, while certain individuals share your sadness. Come to think of it, it's kinda strange if u told all your troubles to a group of friends. It's only a few who share the sadness. That's how it should work. So, my wish now is not to find a group of friends with whom I can share happiness( because i already have one ), but to find a few more individuals who i can share my sadness with.
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